Ma used to tell me same story every night before I sleep and i loved that  story, infact I thought that it is is going to be true someday, like ma is telling me my future . “ my shona !one day you will grow up and will be a good boy! And then an angel with feathers in white gown come to you and your life will change. And you will be happy . There was a king ! he keeps his people happy, and one day GOD decides to test her patience, his kindness,his grateness, his faith, his believe,his love to his people, and sends some calamities at one go. Inhabitants of his realm gone distressed , depressed and worried . They starved for food and water.  King did all what he can, but could not win from GOD. And then go to a dark room and and prayed in all alone on his knees “GOD ! I love my people and cannot see them so worried , I cannot win from you . Please show me the way! I believe in you ! Give me some courage that I can fulfill your wish and do just to my people ,  while he was saying this tears came into his eyes ! but he smiled and said “ You may be happy! But we are your sons ! how can you be happy if we are sad and weeping! “

Then god send an angel from heaven to king in a white gown to that realm , as she entered there , rain came , people got water. barren land  got pulverized, people got food. King recognized his FATHER”s angel and married her! And all were happy.

I loved that story in my childhood a lot that I want it to listen everynight . However I know how it ends. Although  ma”s story was so unrealistic , but that gave a pure optimistic attitude towards my whole life & to GOD.

An angel- came in my life! Changed my all life !

Scene 1
God- It’s enough now, come on my boy, it’s so lonely here without you and you know I miss u a lot.
Me –But God, I hadn’t done a single thing here till now, so that one would like to remember me afterwards.
God- I gave u enough time, my son!! Even u had finished your college, isn’t it enough for you? What else you want from me?
Me-But God, there is a lot of work here for me and many things left that I hadn’t done till now.
God-like what, come on explain (it’s proved God knows everything about us…..)

Like, I want to propose a girl, my list of 250 Hollywood classics is still unfinished, I have to clean my room and a lot of important work like this left unfinished, I replied.
God –You guys are just unbelievable, enough is enough, now you have to come and work as my PA. I always had a lot of gossips about heaven which I would like to share with you , a special screening of  Meneka’s dance just after 2 days in my courtroom and a lot of apsaras(angels) waiting just for you, isn’t it  you were waiting for this all of your life?
Me – what!!!!(My tongue just got out of my mouth).
God – close your mouth dude, you boys are just unbelievable (tumhara kuch nhi ho sakta in God’s language).

(Scene 2 - Heaven)
It is much larger than - larger than life, bollywood movies sets even far better than Hollywood. Many devtas are surfing here and there with their girls by side, the bachelor ones are flirting with apsaras (although apsaras are very much enjoying it while pretending that they aren’t).
God is sitting ahead of his super computer ,watching earth and making strategies for the future, main focus is on India (kyoki India ko bagwan hi chala raha h otherwise……). Indra Dev is enjoying dance of apsaras, dancing on Munni Badnam  and Sheila ki jawani.VayuDev throwing money on apsaras and kamdev trying to seduce them(pichhe se hi problem aa rhi h, aur dose hum ladko ko de diya jata h). Narad Muni is spreading spicy news about Vishnu Bagwans new affair with a gopi from Mathura.

God – Give me list of the people who have last day on earth, there is lot of work to do, today.
Me (on handling the file) - God, don’t u remember your promise?
God- (surprisingly) which one!!!!
Me- oh god!!! Again you forgot naa!! I want that girl from earth here, she is so cute, OMG (despo…).
God- Why you guys always act like a child? Look at those apsaras, aren’t they far better than any girl on earth? Despite they have a lifetime validity and they don’t give a s**t anyway.
Me-My dear God, how can you break the heart of your loving son, you promised your son to give his  love of life back, I just want her and nothing else, at the time of my arrival you promised me to do anything to see me happy and now??
God- oks my son, just give me some time.
Me- that’s all right, I will give you just two days, after that I will tell everybody about your love affairs with those special apsaras.
God – behave yourself, I am not human. I keep my promises and don’t talk to me like this otherwise I will throw you back again on that earth (dobara b.tech karwa dunga tere se).
Me- cool man!!! I am not going to do it again.
God- dares to do it???
Me- let’s change the topic, tell me what’s going on in other devta’s life??
And we again busy in gossiping about love affairs of devtas and who has the hottest wife (angels) in heaven (like men stuff… man to man talk).

A week later
me –I am missing my friends, want to hangout with them and watch movies and to sit in food court without any food on table (just watching girls and making comments on them).

God-what you want me to do?

Me- bring them all here with me.

God-are you nuts? They have a lot of time left there on earth. It seems sonly my heaven changed into earth and I have to live on earth so don’t make crazy demands I am not going to fulfill them.

God just punish that bustard as hard as possible, he always give a f**k to me (bhut maze leta tha mujhse dharti par, ab dekh beta…. with the girl (my love from earth, this proves god is not a human)) on my side I am just trying to tell her how powerful I am).

Girl-you are so mean (with weird expression).

Me-He is a moron; he is bullying the boys in college and trying to spoil them.

Girl- I don’t know, he is so cute, how someone can punish him (bas banda cute hona chiye aur kuch nhi dekhti...).
God –boy can’t u just sit and enjoy the company of girl and mind your language, is that your manners, don’t treat this place like your earth.
Me- ok god, I will try my best to behave like a gentleman (thinking that god also started talking like mothers).
God- I know how hard you are trying just doesn’t interfere in my work and mind your own business.
Me- cool, its okay but punish him hard.
God-OMG!!! You make my life hell, always demanding more and more (as usual), nothing is enough for you greedy bread. You humans are better to be at earth only. It’s doesn’t matter where and at what post I will placed you are always complaining and demanding (specially you Indians) , just go to hell you moron.
After that my dream broke and I wake up in hell.

Btw:-thanks to my friend who gave me this idea. She is insanely creative and I am going to stole her ideas (don’t take all credit from me I put that little idea into a story,the girl even don’t know that she gave me the idea)

Coming out of the lab he never thought of doing anything like this but as he see her in the college corridor a lot of things or ideas start revolving in his mind. He and his friend are walking and talking in the college corridor but he is not with him, he is still thinking how to approach her. In the mean time she disappear from his sight and then he realize that he again miss a chance…alas!!!!
Next time I just go and tell her, what I feel for her…. straight forward no thinking at all (he is still thinking and talking to himself). Approaching towards the gate of college premises he saw some of his classmates sitting in the garden (on the way to girls hostel so obviously a hot place for boys). He join his friends and they start gossiping but he not interested in this rubbish today, he still thinking what a big loser he is…..does he haven’t the courage to say her, how many times he rehearse those lines which seems to be very difficult to deliver when she comes in front of him, heart stop beating, words are choked in the throat why??? Every time ahead of her, nothing would happened while talking to rest of the universe, is it right that our feelings let us on wrong paths????
Busy in his thoughts and getting some words from his friends conversation to which he can’t want to hear, he see her again….alone!!! on the way to girls hostel….yes I have to do it (he think in his mind), just go ahead of her and vomit all lines….you get another chance.
“Hey, where are you going” one of his friend urges as he start walking towards her.
“huh, can’t you remember tomorrow will be electrical lab” he says(what a lame excuse…).
“Then” one of them asked with surprise.
“We have to submit lab file and none of you completed it till now” he tries to convince them.
“Absolutely” a proud reply come (male ego).
“Going to get file from her” he replies with confidence this time.
“ok, but you have to share it with us” they asked, “ok” a very quick reply from him as he doesn’t want to miss her this time and start running towards her.
“Hey, stop” he shout from a distance, she turn towards him and ask “yes”.
“I want to say something to you” trying to show that he haven’t fear with a fake confidence.
“Say” she asks again after a pause “what happened”.
Omg!!!! Where the fu**** words stuck he is trying to shout in his full volume.
In the mean time a msg pop in her mobile and she start checking it while boy start gathering words from his throat. After checking her mobile she again asked “what do you want to say”. He gathers all his courage and say “I love you” and everything seems to be blank just crippled.
She seems to be cool and relax or pretend to be and say “these things are not to do in college (then happened where…)………… blah blah????? ”, Is she not speaking or my ear goes on a holiday, I can’t get a single word, He thinks that someone tweaks him so that he again come back to the world.
“You want to say something else,” she asks again but it seems that his brain refuses to reply, only a head movement seems to be a negative response managed by him after that she walk away from there.
He is still trying to find what happened, his world just shattered in a sec, but his mind doesn’t trying to feel even a single feeling and watch her to go standing still there. ”oye, what happen..” his friends start asking again and again, he start moving towards them.
“Where is file, what happen ?” they ask.
“Huuh, nothing” he reply as trying to sort out things.
“File????? “ They urged.
“She hasn’t it with him right now” say in a shattered voice.
“ok yar, kal ki kal dekhenge, are you going to home?” one of them reply.
“Yes” he says and starts walking behind them.
He left alone on the bus stand waiting for his bus and still trying to sort out things…………..
“My first attempt on a short story”.

“I always believe in dreams, I often try to combat injustice, but I always end up disappointed.”

Whenever I listen or read any interview of a celebrity, they always recite a line again and again “HAMESHA JO DIL KHE VO KARO” and there are so many people who use to say…"HEART IS IN LEFT BUT ALWAYS RIGHT”(I don’t know whether they follow it or not but audience ki taliya jarur mil jati hai ).
In my case all universal rules comes with a word in bracket “EXCEPTIONAL CASE” or in simple language “chu**** ke liye ye suvitha uplabad nhi hai”, I don’t know why these thing can’t work in my case. I always try to follow my heart and always result at losing side, all my decisions f*** me our backfire me, though my nature is a li’l bit rebellious so this heart try to pull me against the flow and result is predefined…….
My all decision whether it’s a major one or minor, no matter, as I stated earlier result is predefined…. In my early teenage a have a huge crush over a girl in my society (oohhh….I can’t forget the first day I saw him…..… forget-forget….) I thought she was made for me and there was a girl in my class who was my good friend and after school I miss her a lot but as I already defined the decision and results are always predefined in my case…..….
After 10th I took science don’t know why???? Only reason which seems to be satisfying is that when I was a child my uncle asked me what you want to be in future my spontaneous answer was “Engineer” after that day I never thought of second option. Though I am a engineer right now but this is not what I want from the life…..I can’t understand why my heart always say me to become an engineer ………
Left my case, I observed a lot of people suffered due to this. One of my friend is in a relationship with a girl, he think they are made for each other (till now…) but the girl ditched him three time and now come again in his life (charo bar ladki khud vapas ayi….).I can’t understand how they are made for each other, he tried suicide one time and just saved by chance. Last time when we talk he said that my heart is saying that give her a last chance, I think we are soul mate…blah…blah (every time she returned he said these lines)….I can’t understand why he is making his life miserable day by day (although reason is his heart), hoping that this time his heart is taking him in right direction from the core of my heart………
Take another case, one of my classmate and my good friend is in love with a girl from the first day he saw her (at counseling…I think girl don’t know this fact) but the twist is that the girl hate him with the same intensity with which he loves her without any fault (due to some good friends…) but the boy can’t forget him always saying that I can’t control my feelings for her. I can’t understand if they are made for each left that, boy’s heart forces him to love her than why???? Why there is not a single feeling from girl’s side why??????
Also when these successful celebrity saying that follow your heart its seems that its good to follow heart but no body trying to see the other side of coin, there are so many struggling artists who died struggling through out there life aren't they following there heart than why they are not successful.....
I don’t know whether I am right or wrong but reality always seems to be bitter. I am sharing my thoughts (as my heart says …hahaha). Always in confusion over this matter……. Hope one day I get my answer………..

As the world cup fever is going on, I also remember my days in school how we used to play when we were in our preliminary classes. It all started in 2nd -3rd class (courtesy Amit aka bihari ), he had a passion for cricket and due to all his efforts and hard work our dream team comes into existence. At first it’s not so enjoyable to play in streets and right after exams makes it more difficult but at that age who think of exams. With the time we all started enjoying it, it became an exciting factor in exam we are not excited about exams but it’s the street cricket which makes us happy and this fact does not change till now. Our bunch of 10 or 12 friends divided into two teams and our school’s nearby street became our battlefield. Usually we selected the streets with dead end which was helpful as no or little interference was expected……

The street which has drain (nala) at the last is our most favorite field due to space provided by it, after that conty (chillad) is taking place for a ball(of course a plastic ball aka ande ki ball) which was the toughest part of the process. Our exam cardboards which are useless in exam halls had the biggest part of our play, they were used as the bat and our bags as wickets (seems to be very useful things….lol ).
We played in every empty plot and street of that area. We played till 8th after that almost all team players (fighters) left school and so our cricket left those memorable streets. I am always missing my dream team Amit (captain),Gaurav Gaur, Jai Yadav, Ajay Manral, Parveen Gupta, Sunmain Singh (my savior…...lambi khani h fir kabhi),Sumit Dhayani, Dilpreet and many more who are out of reach of my memory –you all guys are always special for me and teach my what friends are…… those days always remain special for me when we have so much to do and we never seems to busy!!!!

We are changing so India is changing, traditional India going to be modern. But this moment is moment of transaction; we are in dice condition neither we are traditional nor we are modern... we are just confused.
Later India is struggling with gen gap now with culture gap. We are in the age of live in, discs, love marriage, at the same time we are facing honor killing, expatriates, casteism etc….
That means we are moving no where, our youth is confused which way to go although I do not believe in cultures but it’s affecting our thinking .......

This transaction is not so easy bcoz everybody is going to cash it n playing with our sentiments, politicians playing for their own sake and targeting old India to stand ahead youth while entertainment industry go for youth and make them premature which is not good for any one.
Hope we will come out of it swiftly and make a stable and reliable India

After wasting so much time of my life (please no applaud…) I never come to any conclusion about life and how to live it but as life goes I somehow learn how to live it(ho jati hai galtiya yar kabhi-kabhi)

But can’t understand it fully (or partially).As people says life is full of uncertainties so am I, you never know what is waiting for you ahead anything will happened (I m optimistic type…always dreaming good) but it’s not about me. I see how life of people changes with time. We loss them in a sec but can’t do anything just their memories left in us……. But that’s what we call life full of uncertainties so why can’t we accept it as it is and enjoy every moment of it.

I am not saying that stop working and just enjoy every time but don’t wastes any moment you get to enjoy remember the quote “Work hard, party harder (today's famous T-quote)….

Always concern with your dreams and aim, this is what give life a meaning and do whatever it demand and up to any level but never miss any moment which give you happiness and joy. It's the simple things in life that r most extraordinary so just enjoy these simple things and tackle all uncertainties with passion and enthu…..

Life is a gift don’t waste it enjoy it and give it a meaning, don’t regret leave the past (bhut muskil h yar…) but just do it in the name of life and smile in hardest moment of your life it give you a new experience and anew world full of joy…..go and grab it, its yoursss