HEART MATTERS ?????

“I always believe in dreams, I often try to combat injustice, but I always end up disappointed.”

Whenever I listen or read any interview of a celebrity, they always recite a line again and again “HAMESHA JO DIL KHE VO KARO” and there are so many people who use to say…"HEART IS IN LEFT BUT ALWAYS RIGHT”(I don’t know whether they follow it or not but audience ki taliya jarur mil jati hai ).
In my case all universal rules comes with a word in bracket “EXCEPTIONAL CASE” or in simple language “chu**** ke liye ye suvitha uplabad nhi hai”, I don’t know why these thing can’t work in my case. I always try to follow my heart and always result at losing side, all my decisions f*** me our backfire me, though my nature is a li’l bit rebellious so this heart try to pull me against the flow and result is predefined…….
My all decision whether it’s a major one or minor, no matter, as I stated earlier result is predefined…. In my early teenage a have a huge crush over a girl in my society (oohhh….I can’t forget the first day I saw him…..… forget-forget….) I thought she was made for me and there was a girl in my class who was my good friend and after school I miss her a lot but as I already defined the decision and results are always predefined in my case…..….
After 10th I took science don’t know why???? Only reason which seems to be satisfying is that when I was a child my uncle asked me what you want to be in future my spontaneous answer was “Engineer” after that day I never thought of second option. Though I am a engineer right now but this is not what I want from the life…..I can’t understand why my heart always say me to become an engineer ………
Left my case, I observed a lot of people suffered due to this. One of my friend is in a relationship with a girl, he think they are made for each other (till now…) but the girl ditched him three time and now come again in his life (charo bar ladki khud vapas ayi….).I can’t understand how they are made for each other, he tried suicide one time and just saved by chance. Last time when we talk he said that my heart is saying that give her a last chance, I think we are soul mate…blah…blah (every time she returned he said these lines)….I can’t understand why he is making his life miserable day by day (although reason is his heart), hoping that this time his heart is taking him in right direction from the core of my heart………
Take another case, one of my classmate and my good friend is in love with a girl from the first day he saw her (at counseling…I think girl don’t know this fact) but the twist is that the girl hate him with the same intensity with which he loves her without any fault (due to some good friends…) but the boy can’t forget him always saying that I can’t control my feelings for her. I can’t understand if they are made for each left that, boy’s heart forces him to love her than why???? Why there is not a single feeling from girl’s side why??????
Also when these successful celebrity saying that follow your heart its seems that its good to follow heart but no body trying to see the other side of coin, there are so many struggling artists who died struggling through out there life aren't they following there heart than why they are not successful.....
I don’t know whether I am right or wrong but reality always seems to be bitter. I am sharing my thoughts (as my heart says …hahaha). Always in confusion over this matter……. Hope one day I get my answer………..